n It’s just a little thing I like to do, to make Mistress R feel special. Did you read my comment about Little Lulu? When one can read the Bible and see wisdom, intelligence and common sense regardless of if they believe in god or not. I have a real sense of being unwanted, a mistake, something that was based on a lie. I avoided a real scene because I hadn’t studied that chapter yet, and I could honestly tell her that I didn’t know anything about it. I just wish I didn’t have to wait another fo...